I'm thankful for the classes I've been taking in the evenings. They're long and intense and the people I'm with are a ton of fun; I have no time to think about things too much. My subconscious has been working double time though, sorting things out so I can move on. Staying busy and not dwelling on the past is key. And so is meditation, which I have taken up to cover the moments when I could otherwise be a puddle of sorrow lying on the kitchen floor.
This morning I woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep. I thought about re-arranging the furniture, but then decided to save that task for the weekend. Instead, I went around the apartment and collected his things into a bag and put the bag out of sight. And this weekend will be a massive cleaning/re-arranging.
Alles ist abgetan.