Need to sit down and make a plan for myself. A list of steps to follow with many empty blanks, hopefully to be filled in by circumstances as they unfold. Having a list would help to motivate me and give me some things to act on, check off, and then feel a sense of accomplishment at having done them.
By not acting I allow all of the potential outcomes to be there, and by acting I will collapse all of the possibilities into one. But I think I am done enjoying the potential and ready to move forward.