Alcippe (alcippe) wrote,


I didn't get a single moment of sleep, all night long.

Need to be in the office today at 9am. Hope I don't suddenly fall asleep at my desk, although in this moment I feel like sleep will never ever be possible for me again, no matter where or what the circumstances.

I couldn't turn off my internal monologue, it just kept babbling away at full blast. I'm supposed to hear back regarding the job today, I'm sure that's the root of this but wow, SO inconvenient.

You know, just as an aside, I could swear that around 3:30am I could see just as clearly with my eyes open as closed. My brain wanted to be asleep so badly that I was dreaming while still wide awake. Hypnagogic hallucinations.

Ok, where's the coffee..

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