Alcippe (alcippe) wrote,

Endings and beginnings

I got a job offer, and I accepted it! My first day will be November 1.

Almost equally as fantastic, tomorrow my UX Designer course is complete – I just need to have one last call with my mentor.

These two goals have been my unwavering focus over the past few months, and while I am immensely happy at having reached this point, I am also left wondering in which direction I should go next. I need a new goal, a new focus. I signed up for another German class, I need to continue forging ahead with that no matter what. But what else?

I logged into Elder Scrolls Online and tried to game for a bit. But it felt pointless and my wood elf kept getting killed by ice trolls. I gave up and logged off.

I think I've forgotten how to relax and just BE. The prospect of having time on my hands feels daunting.

I feel like I should check into a sanitarium or take the waters or something like that.

  • Stormtroopers

    I feel I need to record this. The experience of walking to the späti (convenience store) in Berlin at night on Rigaer Straße. There are dozens of…

  • A superior machine

    I picked up my old Macbook from the Gravis store, it's lain broken for the better part of two years in an odd corner of my home, but now that I need…

  • It attacks you where you are weakest

    I don't think I can look at the news or social media any more for the next couple days, it's becoming unbearable. I feel so powerless to make any…

  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded